Isaac's Story

 Isaac's Story

secluded, separation, sheltered, 

Moved

punishment and love from dad

hugging mom, one side, but she accepted it

family dog, gave affection without asking for it

ways to cope with, peanut butter on penis

Scott:What do you tell yourself about why this 13 year old boy is worth it of your hatred

Isaac: I am judging my past. I am disappointed with him.. It has isolated me.

Scott: How?

Isaac: I think the shame has isolated me.

Why the contempt for the little boy?

How much did he understand about his penis?

Isaac: Not very much.

 Scott: You were very unprotected.

Did your father protect you for that phase of your body?

When you are desperate your ability to choose is compromised.

It comes from as story of deprivation  and desperation

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

1/22/26

 Kirk Scared. Trouble with his preaching work. Henry: What is most scary?  Mike He feels it is God's punishment. He does not know why things happen. He knows we are supposed to rejoice. The first word that comes to his mind is punishment . He hopes he can change it.
Read more

2/12 Robert Hill

His Story: Father: Too old for that (breast feeding) Robert: Perfect size nipple, brown aureola His father was a weak man... never tried to win his attention.  He could not individuate from his mother and side with his father... Breast feeding was also comforting to her. His grandparents baby sat him. He reclined on her bosom. He also sucked from her nipples too. As an adult, she, bragged providing that service when his mother was not around. Robert was embarrassed.  He feels disgust now as an adult. Today he is doing better to keep the appropriate boundaries. I wished my father took more authority. He feels a subconscious repulsion when women get close to him. He still wants the relationship with women.   Scott: What do you feel in your body right now? What is the most prominent physical sensation? I feel raw and exposed. He feels even more embarrassed when the cameras are off. He feels angry. Scott: What movement does the anger want. Robert: I want to push all of you gu...
Read more

Scott 10/23/2025

 We spoke about ritual and now important it is to organize therapy around ritual to make it predictable and recurrent. Joseph in hiding a prostitute was creating a trauma bond. Our sexual lives are the truest part of our lives. Because they reveal our deepest desires. a neurobiological imperative is to be touched. So the abused feels the lack of care, connection and play that makes us accessible. The abuser reads our longing. Touch is a survival need. When mom and dad do not satisfy that need and an abuser does.  And how is that evil. You have to honor how your need was paired with sex for you to survive. Scott is sharing his story for us to reflect on it. A Story of Harm with my Mon This is not a report, it is general get to know me. However, the real work is where there it tears, pain, murder. The scene where Michael Corleone kisses his brother in the mouth and says, I know it was you. The betrayal of a sibling. You get into the scene where the heartache lies in the story. H...
Read more